who's the girl in the previous posts

Ok rereading my last post I'm like who is this girl? the article and blog sounds like its written by someone else it sounds so different to how I am at this moment.

Im hurting so much. I don't know why exactly but I know I'm very suicidal.

Im waking up in the night and wanting to be dead.

It doesn't make sense the way I am feeling as I have good things going for me at the moment. so why would I be so suicidal and wanting to give up life? I do not know.

I have no answers

it just feels like every day i am feeling worse and worse. When I ring mental health services they tell me just to use my dbt skills. Damn it people have already tried that, not working.

Wish they would get it. You don't ask for help unless you really need it.

Also the other problem is there are no crisis respite beds available. So left at home to suffer. tell me how thats helpful on the suicidal individual please?

My dear friend is out of action at the moment with schitzophrenia as well and he's been one of my major support people. But its no good talking to someone when they are not making sense.

Other so called friends have walked away, they view me as in the too hard basket.  Its strange when you really need people there aren't many around.


Please if you care reach out as I really need to talk to someone and finding it hard to do that.



they have these ads on destigmatising mental health,wish that would happen.
just seems judgmental individuals are everywhere.