Suicide doesn't have to occur- you can beat the beast! its getting past the moment of desperation.

Last night I almost gave up, yes i almost decided to take myself out of the running of living a life.
Last night I had thoughts that were dark, and would not make sense to you
My plan was desperate and my method
yes it would of been so easy to follow through,
but i chose to fight
with all my insides
to keep living
and i awoke to a sunny day
a blue sky
and a sun beating down its rays upon me.
I walked my dog I felt my feet on the pavement
I hid under my dark sunglasses.
I cooked myself a meal,
I dyed my hair
I watched the women of pike river talking their grief.
they miss their men.
I sat and wondered.
guess what Im saying is in one moment the desperation is real
but the next moment the next day there always some sunshine
whether its only the weather.
suicide doesn't have to occur
you can beat it.