thoughts on the day

Tonight I feel full of emotion not sure if its because I watched a film about a man buried under ground or whether its some other reason, but I feel compelled to write on here what I'm thinking.

The last two nights I have had to deal with firework displays going on at the neighbours, and the field behind where I live. I know its the time of the year for fireworks but my poor animals get so upset, and I end up having to comfort them.

Tonight brought my rabbit inside for attention and noticed that under her mouth she's got orange stuck, so note to self no more oranges and orange peel for my bunny.

Today has been quite uneventful for me. I was very tired after my adventure and journey into Wellington yesterday to see the All Blacks Parade so I ended up sleeping in, waking up and watching tv. I did venture out into the sunshine and saw that the Wairarapa had once again put on a beautiful sunny day with blue skies to enjoy - hot. So out went the furniture that I had to bring inside only a few days prior because of the wind gusts. I have put weights on it so that my furniture doesn't blow over.

Had friends over this afternoon so that was lovely and a nice cuppa. Some encouraging thoughts which was nice as well.

It was random yesterday cos I sat next to a lady who owns a publishing company I didnt know that of course before I sat with her, but the random fact about it was that I have been thinking of publishing a book that comes from the place of resilience and strength within tremendous obstacles.. and all of a sudden she's there and we are talking and suddenly trying to come up with how much would cost.


I am a firm believer that things happen for a reason, and I don't think that it was by accident that I met this individual she was very enlightening in other ways as well, and I really believe that everything is pointing to the fact that I need to release this book, and tell my story, or some of it anyways because it can help others to get through what they are coping with and give them strategies to help.

I want to be able to provide some sort of hope to those who have none, such as teenagers, and others. If I can dust myself off day after day and keep going and not give up well then you can too.


Another random thing happened today not so positive, well I was blocked on twitter, and it was entirely out of the blue and not expected. I made a comment on this persons account which was a positive post about an organisation, and then not long after that I find out I am blocked.

I don't understand. But I take this as this person does not want to communicate with me any further. So I accept it. Im sure its not the first or the last time I've faced rejection or exclusion.


so with that all done and dusted.

I'm off to bed now, will post something tomorrow


goodnight.