Why its best to be silent

Its best to be silent and not say a word, when people around you are smiling and do not know what pain is. Its best to grin and bear it and just not utter a sound. You can go home at the end of the day and cry inside and wish that you lived in another era, but in public you stay staunch.

why should you let people into your world they don't want to see that side the side of a person who's breaking into pieces the side of a wreck of a woman a girl, a child with trauma that you could write a book with. Would it be a best seller?

Twitter and Facebook just do not cut it who wants to say sweet nothings when nothing is sweet.

I don't like to be the bearer of bad news but when is the pain going to end for a child who's had nothing but. Im not being self centred just saying it how it is.

You can talk about it till your blue in the face, or you can over medicate me zombify me beyond belief but my tears still won't show., My scars remain.

I could write a thousand songs of just how it feels to have your heart broken. try being a master of it every single day.

Acting like every little things ok when you are holding up a mask, a fake persona. The truth is you want to run away you want to hide. You don't want to be hurt anymore.

When is enough enough and when does someone get to sleep for real.

Thats the question i am trying to find the answer to..